The Lord Has Decreed
September 9, 2004
A few nights ago I lay on my bed crying out
to the Lord. Last week I returned from an intensive ministry trip in
Asia. During the last few days of the trip, I had started to feel an
attack of dizziness coming on me. When I returned home, I was
immediately laid out flat on my back for 2 days, with such bad vertigo I
literally couldn’t stand up.
Over those days, I had time just to think
and evaluate my life. So as I lay praying, I heard a little voice inside
of me begin to reason, “You’re just pushing yourself too hard, you can’t
keep up this pace.”
“That’s right,” I said out loud to the
Lord, “maybe I just need to slow down, rest more, I need to take better
care of myself”.
And after some more time in prayer, I fell
asleep with this resolve: I would take it easier and rest more. I
wouldn’t keep pushing so hard.
A few hours later, I was jolted from my
rest by the sound of my 6-year old son crying. By the time I got across
the hall to his room, he was sitting up in bed, covered in vomit. We
spent the next few hours cleaning him up and settling him down until he
could go back to sleep.
As this was happening I felt an anger
rising deep within me.
I had been duped.
The “voice of reason” I had been listening
to had nothing to do with reason – it was my enemy trying to plant a
very subtle lie. And I had bought it, hook, line and sinker. I had
decided I would back off, I would rest. But did he back off? No, instead
he kept going full force, attacking my son and keeping me up all night
anyway.
Right away I felt the Lord began to speak
to my spirit. “David,” he said, “this isn’t the time to rest or to pull
back. This is the time to rise up. You’re in the middle of a ferocious
battle with an enemy who will fight with all his might, because he knows
his time is short. And he is hoping he can convince you otherwise.”
“David,“ he continued, “if I have decreed
something, who can say no?"
Who Can Speak?
Who can speak and have it happen if the Lord has not decreed
it? Lam 3:37
When the Lord spoke these words to me,
immediately I was taken back to a time, over 20 years ago, when He first
spoke this verse over a situation in my life.
I was in my last year of medical school in
Egypt. Egypt is a Moslem country and all the universities are run by
Moslems. So in the university, there is terrible persecution and
discrimination against anyone who is a Christian. Christians can never
do well in the class – the marks are rigged to ensure that.
Earlier that year, my locker had been
raided by school authorities, who found Christian tracts in there.
Evangelizing Moslems is against the law in Egypt, so I was brought up
before the dean of my school, who was a fanatic Moslem. He looked at me
and he said, “David, as long as I am dean, you will never graduate”. As
he said this, I felt a boldness of the Lord come on me and I said to
him, “If this is the will of the Lord I will accept it. But if not, you
cannot stop me from graduating if the Lord has decreed it.”
Throughout the last year of medical
studies, we have a series of oral exams which we must pass in order to
graduate. And we have the same oral examiner for all the exams. Of
course, the dean had ensured that the examiner I was given was a fanatic
Moslem, who, no matter what answer I gave, failed me. I had failed the
first two exams and now this was a third and final makeup exam. If I
failed again, I would not graduate and would have to repeat the course.
Because I knew this course very well, I had
decided I would just study the last 3 days to brush up on the subject.
But 3 days before the exam I became so ill I could literally not even
read. I lay in bed crying out to God to help me. In the midst of this,
one of my Christian leaders came to me and told me the Lord had given
him a verse for me. It was the verse from Lamentations.
The night before my exam, I was still
laying in bed too sick and weak to study. But I had a visit from a
classmate, one of my very close friends. He had just finished his exam
that day and proceeded to explain in detail to me the difficult case he
had been given. It was a rare disease, that we were not accustomed to
seeing. I listened with interest as he shared.
The next day I went into the exam. I was
assigned a case (patient) who I went to examine. To my surprise, as I
began looking at the charts I suddenly realized that this was the very
case my friend had just described to me in such detail the night before!
I knew all the right answers. Then my examiner approached. Suddenly, in
this examining room full of patients, professors and students, he began
to scream – “No, no, it’s not possible!!” I was shocked. “How could this
happen?” he said, "you are not on my examination list!”
Somehow a “mix-up” had happened and I had
been assigned to an outside examiner, a professor from another medical
school, who knew nothing about me or my history. He examined me, and was
so shocked that I could answer all the questions correctly that he even
showed me my mark, although it was supposed to be a secret. He had given
me full marks!
I moved on to the last two stages of the
test, which involved examining disease specimens in jars. I went to the
first jar and I knew very well what this was. I answered correctly and
moved on to the final stage.
When I got to the final specimen though, I
got confused. I was in a completely different part of the room and yet,
the specimen sitting in front of me was the exact same one I had just
looked at! I knew this was impossible because the examiners made sure
that we were tested on two different specimens. What made it even more
shocking was I knew for a fact that we only had one jar of this
particular specimen in the whole school!
I was so confused I just sat and stared at
the jar. The examiner asked me my diagnosis, but I didn’t know what to
say. Finally, with much hesitation I answered. “That’s right my son,” he
said, “You got it right. Don’t worry. You did very well; I am going to
give you a good mark”.
As I hurried out of the examination room I
went immediately to the man who takes care of all the lab specimens.
“How many of these specimens do we have?” I asked him.
“One,” he answered.
“Well I was just examined on the same
specimen twice in different places”.
“David, he said, “you must be mistaken. We
only have one of those specimens”.
I left the school still trying to
understand what had just happened. Did I dream all of this? Was I
hallucinating? Did this really just happen?
And suddenly a clear voice came from my
spirit, interrupting my thoughts.
“I moved the jar.”
"What?" I was stunned by what I had just
heard.
“David,” the Lord continued, “when I decree
a thing, who can stop it? I told you that you will graduate. And no man
can stop what I have decreed.”
A few weeks later, I graduated from medical
school.
The Battle is in our
Minds and our Mouths
I believe the Lord brought this story back to my mind at this
time because it is a reflection of the season into which we have
entered. God desires to restore His government, the government that we
saw operating in the early church of Acts 2, into His church. And He is
taking the Canadian church on a journey to come to this kind of
authority, the authority that will address principalities and powers and
see them broken over a nation. But the key to that level of corporate
authority is corporate unity. God is looking for a seed of that John 17
unity and that's why He is bringing us to this covenantal unity between
French-speaking and English- speaking Canadians (of all ethnos). This is
His strategy that we call the Wedding.
I believe that now we have entered into a
season of deep contending and pushing for the fullness of this unity to
take place. The battle is intensifying and I believe it will get
stronger and stronger as we get closer to the wedding.
I see that there are two primary tactics
the enemy is focusing on at this time.
- A spirit of division – The enemy will
do anything he can to sow division between people – to separate
people. I'm not speaking here only of offense but even subtle
differences of viewpoints. The enemy wants to keep us from coming
into the one accord - the one mind, one heart, one passion.
- Clouding the vision. The enemy wants
to attack our clarity and sharpness in the spirit. He wants to bring
clouds of confusion around our minds because he knows that when we
don’t see a vision clearly, it is impossible for us to commit and
lay down our lives for it. I believe part of this tactic as well is
to busy us with many of our own issues and agendas, preventing us
from realizing that we are losing His focus on His priorities.
This warfare is not about you or anything
you have done. It is something that has been unleashed in the air
because of the season of contending into which we have entered in
Canada. You need to not look at yourself or the people around you, but
focus on the vision of what the Lord wants to do in Canada. The day will
come when the church in Canada will issue a decree from the mouth of the
Lord to the principalities and powers over this nation. Like Moses said
to Pharaoh, we will speak to this principality that has been binding the
First Nations peoples and holding them captive in death and destruction
and we will say “Let my people go to worship Him!” And because of the
authority of the Lord backing it up, our enemy will have no choice.
This is a dirty, bloody war. Our enemy is
pulling out all the stops. If you give him an inch, he will take a mile.
The battlefield now is in your mind and your mouth. The enemy will
attempt to abort the strategy of the Lord by any means possible. He will
come to you with subtle lies, just like he did with me – “oh you’re
working too hard, it’s time to slow down”. Or he might use attacks on
your finances, your emotions, your health, your family in attempt to
discourage or distract you. What he is looking for you to do is come
into agreement with his tactics and stop fighting.
But no matter what you cannot stop.
It’s Time to Prophesy
Life!
Then he said to me, "Prophesy to these bones and say to
them, 'Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! This is what the Sovereign
LORD says to these bones: I will make breath enter you, and you will
come to life. I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you
and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to
life. Then you will know that I am the LORD.'" Ezek 37:4-6
It’s time for us to prophesy life, to
decree what the Lord is decreeing over Canada at this time. To help in
this, we have compiled over one hour of prophetic words, prayers,
exhortations and messages that came while the Cluster and Shield met
together at the end of the Homecoming gathering to seek the Lord as to
his next steps. From this meeting the vision for the Rise Up gathering
was birthed. I want to encourage you to listen to these words, read
these words and decree what the Lord is decreeing over our nation at
this time. To access these audio files and written transcripts please go
to
http://www.watchmen.org/gathering/riseup
And let us continue to contend with all our
hearts for the full release of all God is wanting to birth in unity in
the Canadian church in this hour. What God has decreed will happen - the
Lord will save by many or by few. (1 Samuel 14:6). May we please His
heart by the many who will walk with Him in this hour to see His
purposes for corporate unity in the Canadian church fulfilled. |